Imagine all the people….

Imagine you trusting someone fully for 4,5 years.  You think you’ve found your soul mate.

You’ll ensure your love with a beautiful, wonderful baby boy.

And then, all of a sudden you discover some weird things about that person.

Your whole world falls apart.  You think you knew this person, but it seems that you weren’t even close by knowing him.  From this moment on you start thinking….

I’ve trusted this person fully!!!  I’ve showed him my heart, my fears, my thoughts, just about everything…. And now…he’s not the one I thought he was!  It was only the shadow of that person.  It was all a big show! 

My foundations of trust are gone…

You know what happens then???

You start having doubts about everyone around you; you distrust everyone, even your closest best friends.

You close your doors of trust and say or do things they weren’t expecting from you…

And then…. You’re ruining everything, risking losing those people you love, those people who love you, just because one fucking stupid person wiped away all your trust in just one second…..

~ by My heart's gone astray in my mind on June 21, 2008.