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My very own macho man :-P

Ok, I think the biggest part of my fury has disappeared at the moment.  It keeps on building up every time until I see Mr. Right.  He’s the only one who can get me calmed down within a few minutes.  He knows what to do when I’m worrying way to much.  He lifts me up from my spiral of black thoughts and tries to comfort me in his own special way, even if he’s feeling a bit down.  The reason he’s feeling a bit down is because he sees how I get hurt everytime and he can’t protect me at the moment, he can’t keep me safe from harm, he can’t hold me in his arms and comfort me the way he wants to.  He gets hurt because he sees me crying and he can’t do anything about it.  But I’m glad he’s there on the phone when I need him, he talks to me and doesn’t hang up until I’m feeling a bit better.  We’re both languishing to be together finally.  But when we see each other, we lighten up, we talk and talk and talk.  I didn’t know I could have such intens, thorough conversations with him, so he keeps on surprising me everytime.  He looks like a real macho-man, but he’s nothing like that.  When I look into his eyes, I can see how sensitive he is, I’ve already seen tears in his eyes.  Macho-men don’t cry in front of other people.  It touches my deepest inner soul because of him showing me his emotions.  He doesn’t play a poker-face to hide his feelings to me.  When you don’t touch his heart completely, you don’t get in until he’s 100% sure.  Maybe that’s why people think he’s a real macho man.  But hey, I know better!  He’s the first to say: “calm down, relax” when I’m getting angry, the first one to say: “What’s the point in getting angry, that doesn’t solve anything!” 

The following lyrics express my feelings when I’m with him.

Bubbly – Colbie Caillat

I’ve been awake for a while now
you’ve got me feelin like a child now
cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts in my toes
and I crinkle my nose
where ever it goes I always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

The rain is fallin on my window pane
but we are hidin in a safer place
under covers stayin dry *(safe) and warm
you give me feelins that I adore

It starts in my toes
make me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

What am I gonna say
when you make me feel this way
I just……..mmmmmm

It starts in my toes
make me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

I’ve been asleep for a while now
You tucked me in just like a child now
Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I’m comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin shows
Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time now
Holdin me tight

Where ever, where ever, where ever you go
Where ever, where ever, where ever you go
Where ever you go, I’ll always know
Cause you make me smile here, just for a while

Tell me why

Why is the only person that understood me lying 6 feet underground????

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Should I??? Can I???

THE END

disqualified, not worth it, naive, cracked, fooled, deceived… Go on and enjoy……..